Princess Sophie’s Lair…Bwahahahhaha

dream come true???

i dunno…since i was in my elementary years, it has always been my dream to join a cheering competition…i mean, the real one…you know, freshmen vs. sophomores vs. juniors vs. seniors….that kind of thing….and when i was in high school (my freshmen year to be exact)…i also joined a cheer dance which was inter-house….(yep, we got house divisions in my school…harry potter style)…but it wasn’t that much of a competition…i mean, it was for me….just that, they didn’t announce the winners…good thing…hahaha…

and now, early this morning…i just had my first cheer dance competition ever….nstp..cluster A…hahaha..laugh all you want..it wasn’t even a “REAL” cheer dance competition…i know i sound funny….

we rehearsed for a few days and the final performance was today..it was really weird….we were like lechon being heated….eww…and when i went home, my skin was already several shades darker….no biggie…anung ginagawa ng glutathione, ryt?…

and just for the record…i had fun….a lot, that is! we didn’t win though…i can’t believe it..hahahha…and just so you know…i won’t do it EVER. again….hahahahahahah….(regrets???)

*princess sophie*
- tired and sleepy-

INSTRUCTIONS: Go to Google and type in quotation marks, your name, and then “likes to” (ex. “charles likes to”).  Type in the first ten things that come up and repost in your own blog. Or you can post it in the comments too!

1. Sophia likes to keep it  covered

2. Sophia likes to dance

3. Sophia likes to combine the use of solarplates….(wtf!)

4. Sophia likes to play basketball

5. Sophia likes to be tickled….(so not!)

6. Sophia likes to watch movies, run, read, and spend time with her two chihuahuas…(ooookayyyy!…i don’t even have chihuahuas…)

7. Sophia likes to do yoga with mom

8. Sophia likes to express herself

9. Sophia likes to deliver information in a more entertainingfashion….(true!…haha!)

10. Sophia likes to socialize….

okay…so that’s my list….that’s only tentative because i still got some things to add to that list as the days go by…ill just keep you updated…

ciao and gudnyt!mwah!!!

*princess Sophie*

i couldn’t possibly think of all the happenings that had passed through my life these past months…just when was it that i got so chilly and excited to go to college and now, here i am on the first day of exams on the end term…which means that the semester is nearing to its end.

it pains me, knowing that i would be doing the entire enrollment process all over again…wtf!…college is really a bit different from high school…different-good…you know, the fact that you are allowed to have nine absences in each subject…some teachers don’t even check the attendance at all…lucky me!!!…another thing is when you just stand up and go outside when you don’t feel like attending the class anymore…and of course, the sweetest thing is that you have break times….whew!…in high school, all i had was recess and lunch break…oh no no no…time was very limited…but now, we (my friends and I) have a lot of time to go to places we want to go to….we can go to the mall and watch movie in between classes but we never fail to remember that we still have class and go back to school.

back to the exams…like what I’ve said, today is the first day of the end term exams….I’m supposed to take a total of  8 exams but because of my diligence+pasipsip=exemptions!!!…..hahahhah…im gonna have to get 2 exams only…well,,i mean 3 exams…because in English, they don’t have exemptions…migod…i cant take this….i mean, i struggled and persevered just to get high grades in English for the first two terms and this is what i get? or what i don’t get? rather…..but i really have no choice…i dnt wanna make sugod the English teachers….ive changed…haha…

the exams that im taking are only math and science…(plus English)…in gen.sci or science, you may call it…my average was just 89 instead of 90…tsk tsk tsk……i lacked a single point for me to be able to avail of exemptions….in math on the other hand…i only got 88…too bad….nevertheless, im happy having been surpassed the first semester of college….and for the record, i still have 9 semesters left…boohoo!

and just an add on: i miss my tsubanitz family…..huhu…

*princess Sophie*

omigod!

September 10, 2008…10:37pm…wednesday

i just had a great chat with my aunt and my dad tonight, i mean, although i was kind of disappointed because of the inconvenience that my yahoo messenger account has caused me…you see, when you log in to your account, the YM bar is supposed to appear immediately and automatically by itself, right? well, in my computer, it doesn’t…and it just pisses me off!!!

anyway, going back…after i had a chat with the people i love, i scanned my ebook in my phone and just read a few pages. well, i guess im already tired of reading, i already missed classes just because i wanted to read this novel. i know. i know. what i did was totally over the borderline and i assure you, its not gonna happen again.

and so, i visited the homepage of my multiply site. and i came across the “dear diary” part of my page. this is the part where i wrote my thoughts, desires, emotions, or shall i say, :”BLOG” for short. i just don’t know what exactly was it that had gotten into me but i actually read all my blog entries. yes, ALL. while i was reading, there were a lot of images that flashed behind my mind. it was like watching a slide show of photos.  i was laughing all the time because my blog entries were just so hilarious. i have read different stories about what had happened to me and i kind of pictured out myself while writing those entries. in some entries, i was blissful, in some, i was tired, in some, i was disappointed, in some, i was bitter, in love, depressed and almost every emotion there is on earth, its like i had all of them in my blog.
i just can’t believe that i used to write about cheesy stuff. i mean, all the yucky-love-stuff..eww…im allergic to that now. hahaha..yeah,right..laugh all you want. i am writing here tonight to inform all of you that i really intend to delete those blog posts..however, if ever i would….i would have nothing to laugh about in the future…hahaha…i say that i consider these as entertainment material….i rili cant believe it.! i was so stupid before…darn!!!

hahaha…however, i won’t stop…im gonna keep on posting not only for me but for my future children (im so futuristic)…im gonna let them read these stuff to inform them how stupid their mother has been…hahaha…i just can’t help but laugh my ass out on what i had just read…its so hilarious. i mean, the fact that i don’t feel the same way anymore….

well, this is what’s so good about being human. things change. and i love it. i love change.
i think you should too. feel it. love it. embrace it.

bwaahhahhaa…..nytie!!!smoochy2!

*princess sophie*

  yup, you heard that right…but
maybe you don’t know what im talking about…well, just so you
know…im talking about college life…an acquaintance of mine said
that in high school, there would be so many rules…but in college,
well, YOU MAKE YOUR OWN RULES! the moment i heard my friend say these words, my excitement grew even more…

  because, lets admit it..high school was pretty tough right? its fun though… it had all the spices to be a complete dish!…sooo perfectly imperfect…and
also, many of my colleagues said that i will be experiencing an awful
lot of changes…like for an instance…in high school, we hear
malicious gossip about other people and it automatically startles our
senses…like, who’s
with whom?, she hooked up with this guy….this teacher is having an
affair with a student…this student is adopted…she is a virgin and
she is not!…he is gay….bla bla bla…sure, these stuff were shockers for us back then….but in college, ay, kiber man sa chika!!! we’d get used to it…you bet! hahhahah….

    but, wait! dont get me wrong…these
stuff im talking about here are just experience of ppol i know who have
been or are in college…but then again, i assure you, the contents of
this blog is first hand information, not just heresays…

   i can’t wait to see if they’re right! hahahhahaah...just a couple of weeks to go and im on it…

here’s a song i’ve been singing
for a long time now…maybe one month or more…when i first heard this
song from a TV show…its like i fell in love with this song…i dunno
why exactly…but my sister is teasing me everytime i sing it…you
know, the message of the song is quite hurtful…and my sister says
that anyone who sings it is pathetic, thinking of rekindling a feeling
from an old love…but, hey! i beg to differ!!! i just love the
song…as it is…you know, the melody, the tempo..just right..

so here it is…you might like it as well…

here i am
playing with those memories again
and just when i thought time has set me free
those thoughts of you keep taunting me

holding you
a feeling i never outgrew
though each and every part of me has tried
only you can fill that space inside

so there’s no sense pretending
my heart is not mending

just when i thought i was over you
just when i thought i could stand on my own
oh baby, those memories come crashing through
and i just can’t go on without you

on my own
ive tried to make the best of it alone
I’ve done everything I can to ease the pain

But only you can stop the rain

I just can’t live without you

I miss everything about you

(Chorus)

Just when I thought I was over you

And just when I thought I could stand on my own

Oh baby those memories come crashing through

And I just can’t go on without

Go on without

It’s just no good without you

Without you, without you, without you

Oh baby, those memories come crashing through

And I just can’t go on without, you

that’s right…you’re still the one…with some mere chance or destined
fate, that song, the song ive been singing since i was in shower this
morning, has somehow generalized everything for today..

      
it was so weird…i finished all my requirements today…which enabled
me to get my much coveted report card…bwahahahaha….i didn’t really
think i could have done it…but then, i did it..thanks to my classmates

   
   well, nothing much happened today…just the usual…i went to
school..ate lunch…and went home…it was just a routine..and you know
very well that i rili do hate routines…grrrr….

       as for
my grades…they’re fine…not really fine-fine…they are fine as in
fine-expected…lol…just an add on, i got my certificate of good
moral today..together with my graduation pictures…

       i
dunno how i should feel at this moment…but honestly, i feel empty…i
mean, nothing’s bothering me as of the moment and there’s nothing i
want, need…et.al…still got goodbye hungover…because as i sed
gudbye to my friends this afternoon, i realized that the next day that
we will see each other will be on the 19th…that’s for my COCOSA
friends..my normal friends,on the other hand…well, i don’t really
know if im still gonna see them..huhuh…

well,,,till here…

mwah…

*SOPHIA*

            hi, blog….omigod…i miss you…(TO THE 11TH POWER!!!)

          i wanna apologize for
not writing in here for so long…for me, it has been centuries…it’s
because i got soooo god damn pissed with
a series of unfortunate events in my life…however…i realized
something…i realized just this morning that they waren’t so bad after
all…i mean, i got a great deal of problems lately but i also had a
dose or shall i say, even an overdose of funfilled memories..memories that i will never forget my whole life…

           lately, i have been
dealing problems in school..i mean, after graduation…i expected to
get away and have a sweet escape of high school life but to my dismay,
it did not come true! sh**!..well, to depression,
my report card will not be released if i won’t comply with all the
requirements, pay all my fees, and satisfy the teachers with whatsoever
it is that they want me to do for them…i know, you may think that it
sucks…well,yeah, it does…lol

            and also, many things happened during my so-called, "HIATUS" or "BLOG ABSENCE"…or
whatever it is that you call it….a series of events happend…well,
both fortunate and the not-so-fortunate events…to name a few: RETREAT, SENIOR’S OUTING, MY FIRST EVER GRADUATION …bla bla bla….a
lot more…about graduation, all i got was the feeling of saying, "oh,
so that was what you call graduation"…hahahah..really,…no
kidding…but just for a teaser, i want you to know that i
cried…huhuhu…you
may see in one of my pictures here that my make-up was sumkinda ruined
by the tears…good thing my make-up artist used waterproof masscara on
me…i owe him bigtime, or else…hah!

        as for now..i am on the process of getting over on so many things…getting over highschool, friends, old school…et. Al…..

          but today, i went to
USLS for my college application..gosh, it felt so good, you know,
me-processing-my-own-application kinda thing…for me, it rocks!!!!…i
will be enroled in the college of arts and sciences under the course of
LIACOM…having mass communication and marketing as my two major
subjects…bwahahahhaahah…..! i can feel the college feeling right
under my skin…like, just under my epidermis…what?!lol…

            i want you to wish me luck , for me to get my report card ASAP…and
for me to process my application in a fast and easy way..and of
course…i don’t need luck for college…because i know i already have
it! hahah..mwah! luvyah…till next time….

*sophia*

today is the official start of the 40 days of lent and i am willing to make sacrifices…but not too much…God forbid

in accordance with
the 40 days of lent, my classmates and i had a pilgrimage walk
yesterday…we took more than 100, 000 steps…( in hiligaynon, shin
mil ka tikang!…lol! )or even more…we had more than 5
kilometers…it was nothing…nothing but pain!!!but honestly, i didn’t
feel much pain in the legs or in any part of the body…i didn’t mind
the pain..what frustrated me most was the heat of the blazing sun…it
was very conspicuous that a person might get blinded or something …we
were there in the streets…exposing our bodies under the heat of the
sun…we were nothing more like vagabonds..searching for a place to
settle…i mean, not that i hate getting tan or whatsoever..its just
that it hurts…knowing that you’ve tried to hide from the heat of the
sun for months and there you are, putting it all to
waste…anyway…change topic…

when it was the first
day of school for the senior year, our economics teacher said something
about the asterisk…its like, a story..our story…my friends were
from the different tips of the ends of the asterisk and we come to a
certain point wherein we all meet and have fun…and there will also
come to a point that the happy days will be over…and i think, now is
the time…i dont feel fun anymore…i do sometimes but its not abslute
since i think about grades, college, life, love, and the like….but i
know that these are all part of growing up and i have nothing to do but
to accept..although i know that it hurts…anyway, "love hurts" …its
just like a disease..a contagious one…but there is no other remedy
for love but to love more…

i have this friend,
she said she feels different right now…she’s is cloud nine..and i
couldn’t be any happier…what a good gift for valentines- for her to
find "THE ONE"…as for me, well, still waiting…ahhahah…indeed, for
you to forget a past love, you must find a new one to take his
place…..have i found the new one? can’t answer…only heaven knows

*KAMZ*